Growing Apart

Growing Apart

Memories (11-22-00)

Untitled (11-25-00)

how can i say goodbye
how can i let go
of something that was so important to me

Those three little words
changed us
they made it who we are

One look in your eyes
i am reminded of our memories
and realize I love you still
even though you may not

If I were given the world
it would be the same as having you
the only one i've ever loved was you

one day
i know we will be together again
but until that day comes
i can only dream

when you finally come back
hold me in your arms again
and dont let go

you always knew what i was thinking
you always knew how to make me happy
when i was sad you were always there

you held me in your arms
you looked in my eyes
you said i love you

You acted like you cared
you always knew how i felt
you understood me

but what went wrong
we no longer love

Untitled (11-15-00)

Did you Ever Know (11-15-00)

Untitled (11-14-00)

you walked out of my life
i lost my friend
i know i made a mistake
I am sorry

I wil try anything
just to have it the way it used to be
i will wait for oyu
no matter how long it takes

looking back at the times with you
they bring tears to my eyes
to think i lost it all
when you said goodbye

did you ever know
how deeply i love you
did you ever know
i cried when we werent together

did you ever know
that when you said goodbye
I felt i was dead inside

Did you ever know
I lost my only love when I lost you
did you ever know
I couldnt walk away

From the first day i saw you
You've always been apart of me
that i cant let go

As much as i try
and with time going by
not knowing what to do
or how to express what i feel

i cant pretend
that i dont care
that we never loved each other

When you Said Goodbye (10-29-00)

Forgive Me (10-28-00)

The End (10-28-00)

we can make it through this
we can start again
all iw ant is to have you in my life
for all times

i dont want anyone else
l love only you
and this is why i love you

no one is as caring and thoughtful
as you are
you understand me more than anyone
you touched my heart in ways i never though possible

you gave me the chance of a life time
to have someone love me like you did
you are my best friend
who helped me through life's challenges

i lost everything i had ever loved
when you said goodbye

I need you now more then ever
i called your name
you didnt come

I can tell you dont care anymore
that you think what we had was nothing
i always thought it was something though

i always thought you would be with me
through the hard times
now i am going through them alone

maybe i demanded to much out of you
but I never intended it
whatever i did
please forgive me

forever is what we said
now we are at the end of the road
you let go

my hand is extended out
hoping you will come back
and say i am sorry

where did i go wrong
what did i do deserve this pain
why?

scared you will forget me
and all i will be is a distance memory
and just a girl who loved a guy

Never the Same (10-28-00)

Untitled (11-5-00)

Us (10-17-00)

we will never be the same
as we once were

never will we look in each other's eyes
and feel our heart skip a beat
never will we spend hours talking
never will I forget the day when i met you

never will i forget the look in your eyes
i will never be the same person
because i dont have you

just a friend now
no more hugs of comfort
no more i love yous

just heart full of heartache
and memories of all the time spent together
thinking of you always

i miss what we had
i miss what it could have been
always wondering where it went wrong

i always ask myself
will we be together again

what happen between us
you call me but we dont tak
we sit in silence

if i could only know what you are thinking
what goes on in your head
what you feel about me

I hurt inside
not knowing if you want me in your life
wondered if we shared something
then lost it before we had it all

Loving You (11-22-00)

Once More (11-22-00)

Just Begun (11-21-00)

we started out as friends
our friendship grew
but so did our hearts

there always something
to remind me of the good and bad
we shared together

tears come to my eyes
to think of ever letting you go
to not be with you again

when you've moved on
and started loving someone else
i will still be here
loving you

As I lay down to sleep
I whisper to the sky
And pray for you

You told me it would be alright
You told me I would soon forget
You told me it was time to say Goodbye

But I always knew
I couldn't go on without you
And I would be missing you

All I want to say
Is I wish I had you
Once more

You kissed me once
I dream of you once more
You hold me in your arms
Don't let go

You whisper my name
In the darkness of the night
I try to find you
But you are no where to be found

I looked everywhere for you
Maybe I was dreaming
Maybe this wasn't real
All I can do is hope you will come back to me

I cry at night
Waiting for your return
I hear your name
I look for you

And you are not there
When will you come?
These lonely nights have only just begun

Tell me (6-11-00)

My Heart (11-8-00)

Scared (6-24-00)

Tell me it will be all right
Tell me nothing can come between us
Tell me what I mean to you
Tell me we can hold on just one more day

Tell me we should be together
Tell me our love is true
Tell me what you feel in your heart
Tell me we will be together forever

For you
I would do anything just
To make you mine once again

I would get down and beg
So you know you are the only one
I would shower you with love
Just to let you know how much I love you
All just to make you mine

No one compares to you
You are my life
And without you my life has no meaning

You say that there are others
But I don't want anyone else
You were the one who stole my heart

I have dreamed of meeting someone
Someone who loves me inside and out
I thought that someone was you

You promised you would always be there
But why then aren't you with me now
I feel like you just don't care anymore

I thought I would love you forever
I don't see it anymore
I am scared you will say it is over
Scared you don't love me like you use to

I never been more scared in my life
Scared I would love what I love the most
You love and care

A Broken Heart (4-9-00)		Maybe (11-14-00)		Open Arms (11-30-00)
Yesterday you told me You needed time apart Why then did I see you with another girl? I thought I could trust you You've broken my heart All our memories All we've been through Is now gone Just vanished from our eyes How will I ever forgive you? When you've broken my heart The pain will never go away Sadness looms in my heart		Maybe I was dreaming Maybe none of this really happened Maybe I never deserved you Maybe I wished for too much Maybe it wasn't meant to be Maybe you never cared Maybe I said the wrong things Maybe we didn't know what we were doing Maybe you never loved me But I loved you		I try to smile But the tears don't stop Nothing can hide my pain No matter what I do I am always thinking of you Because I believe We belong together You were made for me You are what held me together Day by day I wish for the way it use to be With you looking at me And always knowing what I was thinking Through the years I will be here waiting for you With open arms

Saying Goodbye (11-30-00)

I forgive you
For your mistakes
I forgive you
For never loving me

But I don't forgive you
For the pain you've caused
You hurt me
When you promised you wouldn't

I forgive you
For acting like you care
But I could never forgive you
For saying goodbye

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